W, Kayleigh. MGHS. '97.
I hate the way you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you’re not around, and the fact that you didn’t call.
But mostly I hate the way that I don’t hate you.
Not even close, not even a little bit.
Not even at all.
I don’t like to develop feelings for people. It scares me because every single time I open myself up to someone, they end up hurting me. Every. Damn. Time. So now, every time I think I’m starting to like someone, I push them as far away as I can. Why? Because never having feelings for someone is so much easier than getting hurt.